I feel ... Australiash

This is my 1st emo post. You heard me, 1st. Been feeling totally down this few days. Jz done staring at the Windows Media Player visualization while listening to the same song for the past hour. It's so ... illusional. I feel like being loved. I fell in love with someone I don't know. At all. I don't know I'm jz fucked up these days. I need to pass up loads of stuffs 2moz but I feel down. No one to chat with. Nothing can turn me on now. I'm like the living dead. Moodless.